im so sianz.. since tis is nth personal, so i gues its ok for me to post in tis bloggie agn :DD bt all th fun n excitement is in my personal bloggie of cos.. :DD

tears r my frens for th whole wk.. :DD haha!!! nw so relaxed.. n even can get freee hugg frm my beloved senior dixun.. she cares so muchh abt me.. :DD so cool to hav such a senior.. ((:
HAHAH!!~~ bet u ppl out ther r jealous... muahaha.. kk kiddin..

gt my LG fone back.. :DD nw its workin better den eva, bt all my saved msg all deleted.. haiix.. lik tat den i wun hav to tink so muchh.. le :DD kailin n i were lik goin into th super-private-lookin place to collect my fone.. so scary, bt wher eva we go, we seem to find a HAOXIN ren somewher somehow.. :DD hahas.. we wen to explore shoppin malls while w8in for yuting, bt in the end.. we walked all th way back to RV WAASS!!! so far.. at least a km.. hahas or half of tat.. sweatin lik shit.. ESP ME!! i was carryin KAILIN's files!!!

hmm.. i feel lik cryin agn le.. back to emoin.. byes!

HEY ppl, i changin my bloggie skin n URL, if u wan my blog link den tell in my face.. if i trust ya den i giv u :D

haiiz..

hahas day so fantastic tat nid to sigh.. siao liaos..

now cant go wif my classmates to go back to SV, nid go self.. sad, cos gt third language..

hahs.. today see the diff teachers... mr chow v funny, al the teacher the lessons all i lik.. so fun man.. cant wait to see the other teachers..

well, lots happened, but den the main point is abt YIMING! urgh, stil cant stand him.. he nvr bring his stuff, den i was usin so couldnt lend him yet, den he go say wad singaporeans all bad, all no compassion n some other crap.. urghs, he's jus lik yang shi jian.. v unhygienic too.. URGHS!!! but den i stil nid to see him lik a lil child.. REN!!! he digs his nose, doesnt clean it, digs his ears, flicks it around.. urgh..

luckily my lang arts teach, MR CHOW came to the rescue.. yiming put his head on the table, den stood up as punishment.. den say wad he didnt put his head on the table, he put it on his hand which was on the table.. HAHAS :D i n yucong laugh out loud.. hehes.. den yiming said he couldnt hear a single thing mr chw said in the lesson.. for gdness sake, i sit further den him lehs, den he was jus ther diggin his nails.. GROSS!

haiix.. REN REN!!

tokin abt ren..
now i cant figure out wads the diff btwn love n lik.. seriously.. tats y my heart aches a thousand times mor.. i imagined if i had gotten u, would i change target? would i hav a change of heart?haiix..but it gets harder.. cos wen i see ppl cry, first thing tat comes to mind is u.. den i myself feel lik cryin.. but den i told myself tat i wana study for another 4 yrs b4 gettin another relationship n i'll force myself to commit to tat.. :D

希望你听到我的声音
希望你能了解
希望你至少知道我的唇在

ＭＹＢＩＲＴＨＤＡＹ　ＩＳ　ＯＶＥＲ！oni jui ping rmb n gave me a present! THX JIU PING!!!looks lik the ppl from RV rmbs my bday mor den SV..hui min rmb, as well as gh n weibin.. but madeline n pav r no wher to be found.. lik the bhudda would say.. it was my fault, i shouldnt hav expected much.. should giv mor in return :D

W0W!!! mee postin for the 3rd time today man.. almost everyone askin me hu i lik, mostly, got ppl say wad yun da larhs, yi ming larhs.. but i dun lik neither of those guys..

haiix, duno wad CCA to join, i lik double bass, i lik choir, i lik badminton, wana try NPCC, volleyball, netball too.. but den, today.. i reli cant make up my mind.. y oni 1 CCA? last yr i had two lehs.. so busy, but damn fun.. haiix, i reli duno..

the trials today was so hard.. esp the dance.. do wad split.. i noe i v DUMB larhs, cant do much.. so embarassin.. walau kai lin jus stand ther, den the others were lik struggling to get the movements rite.. hahas, i was laughin lik shit at the same time.. hehes (: the choir oso.. the coach was so bad, i think she is the conductor of the singapore choir or sth lik tat.. think i see her at the world youth choir festival b4.. SHE SO BAD!!! i told her i sing ALTO.. which is the lower part.. wif my sore throat, i sang even lower.. but den, i didnt expect her to make me go HIGH!!! wa seh, i've nvr sang so high b4.. nvr in pri sch, nvr in the WORLD!!! the last note she made me sing bcame a shout, or a scream.. hahas :P den i smiled at her, she smile at me den she got rid of me outa the music rm!! WHOOHOO!! hahas..

oh yah, tokin abt bein pathetic, MY PRECIOUS PRECIOUS LG fone.. urgh, its stil not repaired, nid so long meh??? not efficient one.. say wad 4-5 workin days ltr, a wk or so liaos leh.. BLEHXX! haiix, i miss myself touchin tat fone.. haiix.. i kip sighin.. cos i jus came back from playin badminton, soccer n bball wif my deadly bro.. haiix, nid to play wif him, take care of him.. well, it was a bother at first, but now, its mor of a exercise or a tradition. cos RV got all the shoushou ppl, tats wad i dun lik.. i dun reli lik guys tat r thin.. not nice at all.. hahas..

man..im sleepy, last nite couldnt sleep much.. nite guys (:

my grandfather jus dropped his glass spoon..

duno y, started thinkin abt suicidal.. i had the temptation of get a piece of the glass n slicing it on my blood vessel. stressed up again. last time was abt smokin, wanted to try. i feel tat bein in RV, i feel lik im v stressed.. haiix, gona start lesson soon.. im gettin headaches.. today wen goin home, in the MRT tat time, cos standin up mahs.. den feel a lil giddy, lik goin to fall.

i feel so emo n weak. p6 was much better. i dun hav the habbit of readin newspapers, or even readin bks. den in RV nid to do so many things.. thinkin bout it makes me feel stressed up alredy.

my head explodes a thousand miles away, howeva, my heart stays to love u..

WHOOhoo.. hahas :P CAMP ROCKS!!! man..i was tired after the first nite at sch.. was fun, but damn scared, the guys sayin wad the seniors say the LT5 hunted or sth.. erhh...

hahas.. poor PSL, i reli worry for them seh.. last time in SV, was lik shout the mor, the better, but den i feel lik a lil guilty for shoutin, i duno y lehs.. hahas.. 1G rock for their 1G DAO!!! whoo.. hahas, im damn high now, hahas, not the kind of high liang toks abt.. hehes..

JIA MEI.. AI SI NI!! hahas, jia mei n i r lik damn close, so close, everything we do is lik at least 90% tgt.. hahas, today kinda found out how to control the digustin YI MING, tats sittin beside me.. hehes, must beg one lehs.. haiix, GUYS!!! hehes :DD..

the camp was great, cos someone was ther.. hehes, shant tok abt it.. anyways, no three ppl noe, oni two.. hahas.. poor PSLs, i reli wana thank them some way some how, shall do a gd deed on my bday den giv them sth.. WAAs, stil nid buy present for amanda, den cos part of student welfare, i nid to noe everyone's bday, but i cant rmb, luckily my dad gave me A HUGE calendar bk tat i write almost all my scheldule inside.. hehes :DD

i miss my PSLs, i cant live wifout them now.. so sadded, but den i think none of them rmbs me, im not tat outspoken lik in SV wen i get to control almost everything, the class events, camps, some of the prefect duties.. blahblahblah.. i duno whether i wana b quai kiak in RV lehs.. hehes well, i think i'll b, im lik the oni one bowin to the teachers (wen some of them dun even care abt me ): ) tryin to help wif askin the 1G gals to hurry.. the guys jus wont hurry, so wadeva to them sia..

i think my tis post wil b abt PSL, PSL n perhaps mor PSLs.. !!!hahas, samuel v kelian lehs, got third language n somemor lose voice, feel guilty.. oni if the PSLs were younger, lik my p5 campers, den i can hug them lik i did to my precious campers last yr.. hahas (: jkjk.. haiix, I MISS PSLs!!! hahas, durin the campfire, i kip turnin my head around to check if they ther, i oso duno y, oni wen ppl tell me tat i kip doin tat den i noticed it myself.. hahas:D even the BRING OUT THE RED CARPET.. but den samuel oways MIA..

GD LUCK PSLS!!! for ya hard work n sweat put into the GREAT GOOD JOB!..

G-double "o"-B J-O-B! GOOD JOB clap clap (: x2

我本来以为我不喜欢你，只是觉得你很pitiful，但现在，每次有机会看到你，心就非常的HIGH，但每次见不到你，或者你没见到我，心里总是酸酸的。不知如何向你开口，怕你不理我，你已经不是很对我有兴趣，若你真的像不知我，我这几年，真的会很难过。算起来，你比我大两岁，你表面上很像我的前男朋友，但对我来说，人们看得你和我不一样。真希望你会和我说话，有时间和我聊聊。我很想认识你，很想和你分担..baby, i love no matter what..

today was shoke.. hahas

firstly, everyone cheers n mor fun fun fun!! next tml is CAMP!! whoohoo.. but den stil got CCA selection trials.. JIA YOUS KENLYNN!! bring it on!! hahas

haiix.. jus now kenlynn shocked me by sayin yun da lik me.. i scared seh.. he so dark.. wads more is tat he's partialy dark, partialy light.. lik chameleon lik tat.. BLEHHX!! hahas, wen i was at the net ball court, b4 an activity, jui ping n i saw a large grp of gals starin at yun da n pointin at him.. hahas, i was pratically laughin at how desperate they were.. hahas pathetic, pathetic, pathetic jus now, pathetic, pathetic, pathetic jus now !!! WOOTS!!! hahas.. den weneva he moved a lil off his chair, the gals wil look at each other n giggle.. hahas!!!

today gettin closer to a few dudes in my class.. namely YU CONG first, den followed by the china guys.. hahas, they so funny, eddie, shiyu n yiming!!! hehes.. yu cong's quite a nice guy, reli big! huge man.. so tall.. hahas, ther's another guy lik him but smaller called pi hao.. hahas.. me n yu cong weneva possible wil help each other, lik he helpin me get an ant off my shoulder if tat counts.. hahas, i DETEST ants..

OO btw, i gt the damn pupils service head thingy position in class.. KENLYNN SABO!!.. GOT 5 managements to take care off lehs, somemor i duno wad im suppose to do.. well, better den the chairperson's position yeah? hahas :DD now nid to study abt pupil service.. hehes.. sadded..


Oo yeah, the chair person is tat JONATHAN.. hahas, the guy hu said einstein.. funny..
den comes our gd fren Eelynn, the vice chairperson
followed by the secretaries, Isaac n a gal i guess, forget liaos..

well, the most imortant thing is tat they gave damn crazy speeches, so funny seh..esp eddie n tat johnathan. hahas, ms lim took eddie damn seriously!! hehes:D

cant wait for another fatanbulous day at SV next wk, goin back wif the other 6.12s tat entered RV.. hehes (:

HAPPY NIU YR DUDES N DUDETTES!!!

wow.. ya jus great.. jus great, nvr tot is could happen to mee

HAVIN GREAT GREAT DAYS IN RV!!! whoohoo.. the ppl ther so spontaneous seh.. hahas, the guys in my class so funny.. not in the perverse way but the childish act cute way n mordern innocence.. hehes..

wow, got lots of ppl appeal for RV end up in my class.. i noe every gal in my class, some guys.. goin for the others.. but kip forgettin the china boys' the names, get so mixed up.. today is the cca selection test. i got shortlisted for lots of the sports, but den can oni choose one.. so sadded..

den our camp fire comin up, den stay back for prac.. not fair the damn temporary chairperson wen home first.. haiix.. but den bcos he wen away, sth strange happened to me today near the end of sch.. yun da was lik damn tired, (he's a guy tat dun tok much, but an athelete).. den he put his head on the table along wif his fren darren.. both skinny guys lik so tired lik tat.. den suddenli yun da kip givin me stares now n den.. i looked out the window cos he sits all the way the otherside of the class, den i sat opp mahs.. so i tried to get away from his stares.. waa seh.. i look towards the front, den look back at him, he turn his head to the front.. den was lik chuckling n shakin my head..

oh yah.. bcame v close wif all the gals in my class.. so cool seh my classmates, so happy i didnt noe any of them b4 i got into the class, den hav mor ppl, den noe how to adapt.. gave crazy names lik boodada, davoosha, shamama n matacu to my 4 crazy frens.. hahas, den got to noe another rachel, but her sername is ONGLEE.. weird eh?? hahas.. she damn cute, so small, lik jia yi.. man i miss pav, hui min n madeline.. think abt them all the time.. tell my rvians too.. hahas..

come on.. dun b shy, cos if u do.. u'll nvr get a shot at "it" (smiles directed ya way) *hopes of u thinkin the same* :DD

Mrs ANGRY chargin her way into RV.. hahas, tats wen im not in sch.. found a reli gd fren in RV, her name is jui ping, not quite an outstandin personel, but she is the totali opp of me.. she liks vulgarities.. haha, she my first fren in RV, hope to b wif her thru out the rest of my RV life..

the gals in my class were damn easy peasy to hang around, some rich rich one.. they so rich tat no coins, all notes seh.. hahas, oni me n jui ping not tat rich.. hehes.. met all the gals, now the guys.. ther is tis tan tan guy in my class tat reli catches my attention, seems so mesterious.. some how, all the underdogs r the ones tat im chasing after, i find them mor interestin.. hahas:D today was great activities, bein hyper n i learnt lots of cheers n dances, great man.. RV's my man man.. haha.. most of my classmates r transfer student, appeal larhs.. but den jh from 3rd class transfer to 1st class today seh.. PRO! hehes, gd for him, but he was so nervous standin infront os crowds of ppl to go to the teach.. everyone became closer to my form teach n she even praise me seh.. she damnwhite, lik hui min..

man i miss hui min, pav n not forgettin madeline..

oh yah, lastly, SHUT UP STOP CALLIN PPL!!! i dun care hu sent ya crazy ninjas.. i might as well change my fone no liaos.. i dun mind havin no home fone at all.. my parents will most likly b happier too, due to the damn calls im gettin.. URGH!!!

hatin the world, hatin myself..
thinkin im in the wrong as well as thinkin ya in the wrong..

gona smash the shuttle 100 times
gona burst the balloons 200 times
gona bang my head onto the wall 300 times
gona go into a coma 400 times
gona tear my self apart 500 times

hoho, i noe its late, but den ytd too busy to post abt my wonderful christmas:D hehes

before christmas arrived, i wanted someone to celebrate it wif me, hehes, my family did, but everywher i m, thers someone wif me.. hehes

hahas. dun tell ya ppl hu.. no one would noe hu he is.. hahas, wont tell (: thinkin abt him all the time is kipin me smiling lik hell.. hahas.. spent the whole day wif my parents, den ate wif my aunts n uncles n cousins.. hehes:DD my granddad got sth wrong, say i look prettier den my cousins, lik siao lorhs.. hahas, den the day before, my dad say wad gh look lik a person wif lots of potential, den say tat he is capable to be his son-in-law, followed by pointin to his bottle of beer n said he jus drank finished it.. hehes:D

my sis wen out wif her future bf n stuff.. blehhx, so rouma, den i followed them secretly for a while.. :P nvr hold hands, wad kind of guy is he??? nvm.. shant be so pokey.. waa seh, saw wb blog, HATE HIM!!! spoil my fun, now im lik totali sadded.. gona delete him man.. suckish, den again, he has no rite to say the f word to me, wadeva, guys r guys, cant blame them.. *rolls eyes lik farah* hahas, farah taught me tat:DD do tat at almost every guy n heck care abt them, last time i did, den got all my respect THX FARAH!!:DD cant wait for badminton tml, hope to thrash joel, perhaps not.. can play can liao..

M3RRY B3LAT3D CHRISTMAS (:

All about miie here
Name : RoxY RaveS(BWN)
Hottmail: bwn_0964@hotmail.com :D
Been on a R0LL since 11/01/1996
CURRENT RVian, still a SouthVian,
GONA BE senior CAMP LDR
Luvs cheers!
Sv- 1B, 2E, 3.8, 4.1, 5.1, 6.12
Rv- 1G
*STIL PENDIN COS NO NICKNAME FOR THE YR YET..*

; H3sterster :DD j1e
; Tt4ny4 =p j1e
; M31 JuN (: me11
; Y1ng Su4n :) meii
; Zh3ng J13 d1d1 ;p

; WHITE RICE
; walkin
; thinkin too much
; cleanliness & tidiness:D

; WET FLOORS
; vegeeeee
; ppl takin my stuff without permission
; heights
; dirt (sometimes)
; D1srespectfuL ppL(towards trs esp)

; get my cam lens repaired
; camp tees
; get CONTACTS SOON!
; FOr next p5 camp next yr..
; GO TO FRANCE!!!
; GO TO JAPAN!!!wif ahemahem
; get as many CDs as possible
; not to take things for granted anymor

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